Lost...

When will be the day I'll have the confidence enough to do all the things I'm able to....?
When will be the day I can have enough money to bring my love one for some holidays....?
When will be the day I can earn more money to carry on with my plans of settling down....?
When will be the day I can really go for a chill without having worries and troubled minds....?
When will be the day I can really utilize my skills and knowledge to those idiots that things can be done in lots of better ways...?

I hope I know... But I don't know when.... I can only just keeping walking forward.... Just simply lost in some ways....