Ups and down.

Sigh.. my days has been ups and down. Words alone cannot express. Though I do not wish to start the whining atmosphere here, sometimes I'll just couldn't help it but to say at least something. Something people may not understand except the one going through it. But its great that my life is still full of love during all my ups and downs. I loves my wife, for her tender loves and cares, knowing she will be my soul support foundation - my real hope for life. Realizing how much not to trust based on my feelings, or it may make me worse. From now on my 'motto' would be living my life ahead fulfilling things reflecting on our future.