I feel that my brain's overloaded with questions and thoughts these past week. My subconscious is working hard even in my dreams. I feel that there are so so so so so many things that I don't know still. And the things that I think I know may also be so limited and it makes it hard for me to proceed forward .
In a quest to be a better person, these obstacles along the way jar my stance and now I need to rethink about all the previous plan made. Some make sense, some doesn't make sense...I hunger for the truth path, hunger for guidance to tell me what I'm supposed to do.
In this life where truth is bent and reality can have a zillion faces, I feel lost in some ways. These don't count the inner battles that one has to face in order to tackle one's own weaknesses and negative sides. Thus I'm raising the white flag of peace in order to have time to clear everything out, because I can't see clearly amidst this battle and questions and thoughts.
This may be one of my "unclear" ramblings. It's hard for me to explain the details when I myself don't know them clearly. Maybe someday when I get enlightenment, I'll be able to digest all.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Unclear ramblings.
Children see, children do.
Now these days, children tend to follow what they see of adult doings. So please lead them by doing the collect ways. Its everyone's duties to lead to a better world with loves.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
I smile along the way.
it’s a beginning of every celebration.
There’s power in every smile
it makes you happy for a while.
Takes you to another world
where you feel happy and whole.
A hearty smile is a happy smile
as it makes you merry and fine.
So create a smile brighter
it’s contagious and healthier.
Make your smile more beautiful
and dwell in happiness to be cool.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Decision...
decision making can have the great impact on your life
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Always I laugh.
Always I laugh, I chill
smile and do what I will.
I don’t see and think
what the world sense
as I do what I wish for
and never have I griped.
I am not a grumble person
I love what I have little some
and feel happy for everything
since I desire to be a noble being.
Blog Life Goes On.
Its been almost few days that I did not post up any blog.. getting really moody recently, lost of wallet plus sickness. Now getting much better now I guess, cause still on recovery. Just treating it as I'm unlucky.
Well, my blog shop "Hana Murasaki Mise" already start putting things up for sale. Will be adding more range this coming one or two weeks. So do feel free to take a look.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Love's on the platter.
The never ending struggle to find love: In a society filled with judgment and hypocrisy , it is no surprise that people have a hard time finding real love. I have a few questions; have you ever been in love? Are you still with the person you love? If no, what happened?
Nowadays there are so many outlets to "find" the path to love. However, it seems we are moving away from face to face interaction. With the unfortunate availability of such online sites as myspace, facebook, friendster etc, it seems people have become dependent on them to approach others in romantic courtship. Don't get me wrong, it is much easier to interact individuals through the internet. But, does that not harm your social character. To me, it seems the more we rely on the internet to interact with people, the harder it is to interact in person. Online interaction is just not the same as real world face to face conversation. Can it possibly be that society has made us less confident that we subject ourselves to living a life through photo shopped images, and over stylized websites. When will we be comfortable enough to actually go up to that guy or girl and let them know you're interested in them and not have to worry about them judging you?.
I know I may seem like I'm talking about a thousand things at once, however these are just things that race through my mind. For instance, when you meet someone online, they tell you that they're really into you. But then when it comes time to meet in person, things just aren't the same anymore. I say this with a smile on myself, but don't we kind of set our self up for disappoint in a sense? As of late, I've noticed and learned that love, it does exists, but is harder to find online. However, it's not so easy to find love in the real world, given that people are so judgmental.
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Moody days
Something had been missing. Not sure what is it... But been feeling low moral since these few days..
Worst for today.. I'm the type of person that will fire back if I isn't happy or heard things that I don't like to, but instead in the meeting with my partner today, I just chose to be quiet... Tired.. If he really understand other's hard work, he wouldn't be blah blah blah so much. I'm pissed and boiling but just don't want to say anything. Anger Management.... maybe..
Reserved a long (three joining together) table for Ham, for a liquor drinking session, just hope that I wont get drunk. lol.. Shona the first to be sited, now Boon and Andy just reached too.. Just hope that later i can feel better when blending in with them. A branch of Jokers!
kicking moody mood away.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
About My Attitude.
No one can change your thinking
Try and think the entire time positive
It’s always good to be affirmative
Only good are liked by all
Keep in mind to never fall
Forever and a day rise in life
No matter how hard to strive
Because it’s all about attitude
How you live is your certitude.
Monday, November 03, 2008
When there is a problem, there is a solution.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
Success is just like a dream, uncertain....
Success is like a dream which is never certain Those who don’t fancy have eyes in some curtain They cannot visualize and see their victory As they just don’t think of any uncertainty.
Such people live in the closed doors Where they don’t really see the scores They leave everything to fortune and fate exactly they don’t believe in self and fail.
But those who’re noble trust their spirit Work hard, never expect and always hit.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Hana Murasaki Mise
You may not be seeing any things up to sell yet, we are still pending and deciding on the ranges, types of products to put up. Not just that, we are doing survey on the product pricing, in order to have a reasonable and affordable selling price. Also will be targeting some genuine branded stuff which import from other countries which seems to be "cheaper" in a sense.
Those who are interested to advertise or selling their items, can contact us too, we would be gladly to help. I had also added some really really nice piano pieces from Yiruma in my imeem playlist " Piano Dreamz ". So do enjoy your stay there. That is all for the moment.
I SUPPORT NUFFNANG!!
DevilCp Logical Thinking: ...
Coming together is the beginning,
Keeping together is the process,
Staying together is SUCCESS!!!
"To be or not to be, the answer lay within your heart. I am who I am to be by your side. Don't have to ask why, Cuz I'm always here to protect my loves one, till the last day of my life. As long as I'm needed, I'll be there. As then, come what may..... "